The Journey Begins

belom 24 jam lagi aku meninggalkan dunia online social network . aku rasa tenang sikit laa berbanding sebelum ni . but one thing for sure is i really miss my friends there . dah start rindu dah nk tgk tweets and status updates dorang . so now aku sedang memula journey baru dalam hidup aku and i really need my friends to support me on this . because now is the time for me to give myself something i really deserved a long time ago . so pray for me and wish me the best =) thank you in advance ~

Assalamualaikum ~

as some of already know . i've decided to leave the social network for good . well i hope so because it will be an embarrassment if im back into the social network . i've deleted my twitter , my facebook and my tumblr . bukan sebab nk meraih perhatian jauh sekali minta simpati org . it is just that my heart seakan x mengizinkan aku untuk menggunakan social network mcm tu lagi . sungguhpun aku ditakdirkan utk kembali . it will be different than before . semua x akan sama lagi macam dulu . kwn2 baik aku bertanyakan sebab apa aku buat keputusan cmni . sbb aku putus cinta ? no way , bercinta pon x pernah , well crush tu ada laa . sebab kena buli ? kalau tu laa sebab dia dh lama aku tutup semua social account aku . apa2 pon sebab yg dorang andaikan . itu terpulang tp sebab yg sebenarnya biar lah aku dgn Allah s.w.t je yg tahu =) truly speaking , aku akan miss those moment bila org bahan typo aku , bila aku masuk watak n berangan jd someone else . bila aku dpt buat kwn baru from all across the country and even overseas . aku ni bukan laa jenis yg senang nk buat kawan , sbb tu laa setiap kwn yg aku dpt . aku bersyukur sgt2 . sedang aku menaip ni pun aku teringat kt kwn2 aku . i will be missing my uitm fren like Ella , Zatty ,Puteri , Lydia ,Fatin , Fiqah , Fateh , Terry , my classmates , my diploma batch , the girls yg aku selalu lepak rumah sewa diorang tu , my lecturers my seniors my juniors semua yg kenal aku dari UiTM Merbok. and my Facebook friends , my twitter friends , and of coz i will miss these two people Apis n Fara , they are the reasons i slept late everyday , i laughed sampai nk pengsan , i can asah my acting skills . they are like my little brother n sister in twitter . suka bahan aku kann . but its not all farewell . because i promise myself n my friends that i will keep this blog alive . so that they know im alive . to all of you guys out there . remember that i will never ever forget u guys . you guys are one of the best blessing that ever happen in my life other than i was born muslim and lady gaga =) . whenever u hear lady gaga . imagine as if i was next to you dancing like crazy in a meat dress which later we can make rendang daging and a feast . if u dont hv my number . please dont be shy to ask from me . sure i dont wanna lost contact u guys . and i really hope we can continue become friends as long as im still breathing and im not marrying lady gaga . until then , i'll see u guys in my next post , sekian salam sejahtera and Assalamualaikum w.b.t =)

fought back ~

as usual , i dislike people who disagree with me about something i believe in . tapi itu mungkin pendapat dia . well to argue with me about people are not 'born this way' as Lady Gaga claimed we were . aku rasa itu satu pendapat yg aku boleh balas dgn pendapat aku . not for all you to agree but yes let me make it clear about my poin of view after i quoted what an anonymous had to say about being ' born this way' .

that anonymous said that ' we are not born this way because we always have a choice to make and due to lack of judgement , we made the wrong decision and we started to blame God and said we are born this way '

first of all , i dont blame God , 'cause God makes no mistakes' what most of us really meant by 'born this way' is that we are born to be who we are . we are born with the brain that we use to make a decision , we are born to decide whatever we had decided in the past and what we will decide in the future . yes we know some of the actions and decisions we've made are sinful but yet we did it . why ? we were born to make that decision .  God had set a track for us but we refuse to go that way because why ? we were born with lack of judgement , have u ever look at ur surrounding and said to yourself 'i would grew up differently if i was born rich or born with good looks or even born straight or born as American , Indian ,Hispanic or Lebanese' ? yes we all have that moment in life where we wished that we are born differently as we are now . but what should we say in order for to accept the fact that we were not born that way ? yes we said to ourselves that we were born this way . with everything had been written by God nothing can pretty much be change . the only thing u can change is ur faith . how strong is ur faith in God above ? trust me you will start accepting yourself when you believe that God had created you with a purpose . with the level of intelligence you were born with , u decide yourself what you are going to do for your future . where you wanna go , who do you wanna live with , what you gonna work as and when you gonna be successful .so i hope everyone now knows what is being proud of 'born this way' is all about . last but not least , hate the sin but not the sinner . the sinner is to be loved and guided . and please Spread love not Hatred . there's nothing Holy about hatred .

Skin Ice June Promotion ~

in the month of June . Skin Ice will be having their very first promotion . with every purchase exceeding RM100 . you will get 1 customize t-shirts of your choice for free and free postage . you can also submit your very own design and if your design receive a lots of orders , you will be rewarded with vouchers . so for this month , every orders made before 21st May will be posted for free with no postage fees =)

Why Politic why ?

saja laa nak bagi komen ttg politik malaysia kann . since aku ni ada laa ilmu pasal politik sikit . x byk pon sikit je . so aku rasa mcm annoyed tgk kwn2 aku bergadoh sesama sendiri sebab fahaman politik masing2 . well politik mmg kotor pon kann . sampai sahabat , adik beradik pon boleh bertikam lidah memburukkan sesama sendiri . aku ada baca post kawan aku psl bersih . yes dia sokong bersih tu . mungkin ada betol jugak bersih tu dgn menuntut keadilan dalam proses mengundi pada pilihanraya nantikan . pastu dia labelkan polis tu jahat semua tu aku dh x setuju . kawan aku tu marah sbb polis yg bertindak luar kawalan dgn belasah rakyat yg defenseless katanya . dia jugak cakap yg polis tu provoke org yg demo sebab tu laa mereka2 merusuh . tapi bagi aku laa apa motif polis nk provoke org2 yg buat demo ? dah tentu2 nya dataran merdeka tu x boleh masuk . so polis menghalang kemasukan org2 yg buat demo terpaksa guna cara keras laa sbb org2 yg demo x nk dgr ckp kann . so dgn itu dia nk ckp polis provoke org2 yg demo ? dia ckp pulak yg semua org telah ditipu dgn video and headline berita yg pro kerajaan . pastu dia pon ada kemukakan bukti yg polis bertindak biadap . so bagi aku kt sini . dua2 pihak pon bersikap kasar . tp sikap kasar siapa yg patut diterima ? polis bersikap kasar terhadap org2 demo yg biadap ataupun orang2 demo yg bersikap kasar dgn polis yg bertugas ? kawan aku pon ada ckp yg org ramai ni dpt info dr surat khabar n blog2 yg x sahih yg bersifat pro kerajaan . sahih x sahih itu belakang kira . sebab bukti atau info yg diberikan kedua-dua pihak pon lebih kurang je . so terpulang kepada pengikut fahaman politik masing2 . dah sah2 laa kalau kau sokokng kerajaan kau akan ckp pembangkang salah anda kalau kau sokong pembangkang mesti kau cakap kerajaan salah . bagi aku politik ni x perlu taksub sgt . at the end of the day org2 atas berebut kuasa . kita rakyat kt bawah ni yg jd kuli bahan experiment dorang . bagi aku both kerajaan and opposition ada baik buruknya . aku x pro kerajaan or opposition . sbb kedua2 side ada usulkan benda yg aku suka and x suka . so susah nk puaskan hati semua org kann . well i only hope for the best for this coming general election too bad aku x cukup umur nk mengundi =)